All I wanted was my own tissue box because my nose be leaking every time I breath.

She said it was unsanitary but I rebutted and said well we have tissues right by the door to like do things with you know with our faces, and it just didn't make any sense I use hand sanitizer after I do business with my nose.

I'm really high right now.

I have begun to study jobs as a topic everyday to better understand how to get and do work.

So 3 years ago I watched that anime and there was a character whose hair style I could had pulled off and then I decided to grow my hair.

Was interesting remembering it

I love her and don't mind her staying at my house, but can I get more than an 8 hour heads up? I'm not going to be home until until about 7pm tomorrow so I have no idea what she's going to do. I had the lockbox removed after the contractor finished the work weeks ago so she can't get into the house. Weather is also absolute garbage so I have no what she is planning but hopefully it's getting a hotel and not breaking one of my windows.

You may have noticed that I didn't sperg my lane assist car video thing the last two Sunday evenings.

Well, I've really been putting my nose to the grindstone and getting some work done with it. Recorded the rest of the footage, even managed to install the darn mirror in the car and get it working again!

Isn't that exciting? Isn't it?

So now I have the video 95% completed. It's organized, trimmed, all I need to do is finalize the background music and record an outro.

Guess what?

I hate it.

I sound like an neurodivergent robot, the visuals are distracting, some parts go too fast, some too slow, and it's frontloaded with way too much

So I get to scrap it and try again, reusing as many assets as possible because holy shit I've been working on this for six months and have nothing to show for it. I do know that I'll move the 'print settings' to a separate video because really, how important is that for the average casual youtube boredbrowser?

I guess enjoy this "final failed draft" in its entirety. Idk.

!cemmenters !friendsofxirabolt !autismos

>aww you're doing great, you'll remember it next time

= you're forgetting that word in about 30 seconds

>omg ahahah what did you just say? that's completely the wrong pronunciation, and you know what that sounds like, right? hahaha I'm telling the group chat what you just did

= you're never forgetting that word ever again

I bet you could learn a language very quickly with this method. I should open a shame powered language school and get rich

So I moved into my new dorm yesterday and met my Roomate. He's a gym bro engineer and he seems nice like he wanted to go to dinner with me and talk to me but man it's kinda awkward. I also have my dress hanging up in the open closet and have a ralsei and tunic fox plush on my desk. So some people were out playing switch so I go up to room to grab my pro controller. When I get in there my Roomate has like 8 guys in there and they all smell like they just left the gym like it was musky. I nervously grab my stuff and walk out also trying to hide my boner. As I'm walking away I hear a round of laughter . When I go back to my room my roommate isn't there and I'm playing holocure as I need a new ADHD stim game and it's free.

So my Roomate walks in and goes “wow you must like anime see you have a touhou wallpaper are playing anime game and have “anime plushes”. I tell him I don't watch much anime I just don't and he says it's okay as he watches high school DxD on crunchy roll “for the plot” . I explain that touhou is a video game and so are the plushes and he goes “what's this then?” Referring to the dress and I tell him it's my maid dress and fist bumps me and says we need to be honest.

Anyway that night I am repeatedly woken up by him playing techno music with anime girl voice samples and I hear what sounds like him moaning as he jerks off and cums but I was too nervous too look. It sounded like a hentai music video.

Anyway is my Roomate trying to bang me or is he just trying to find common ground?

Also did he actually have a loud goon sesh? Or was it just like a Hentai game or am I just hallucinating? If was gooning was he deliberately trying to wake me up so I'd join?

Fricking weird man.

EDIT: He made me watch high school DxD clips so maybe the moaning was him watching that very loudly at 3 am while also blaring his music he plays all the audio on his phone over a blue tooth speak so hes watching anime and listening to tiktok super loudly at the same time

Here is more notes from me to help you with self improvement.

Generally if you are stuck in a hole,i.e, living a life that's not enjoyable and not going anywhere, it's not because of something you did wrong for one day, or even just one week, it's usually because the habits and coping mechanisms you have developed over a lifetime, irrespective of the cause, end up with you living a day to day life that leaves you unable to leave that hole and climb up.

To get out of a hole you need to make lifestyle changes, changes that will stick and you can implement day to day, every single day, as you keep building yourself up.

You cannot fix your life by doing a few days or a week of effort, they can help you in the short term, but as long as your baseline behaviors don't change you are again going to fall back to the same bad spot in life as before.

This is why it is better to make small long term changes than to make one big change that lasts a few days at best.

You can keep building up over small changes, and keep consistent with small changes till you get used to them. It's near impossible to do the same with big changes at once in your lifestyle.

Also, in one of my earlier posts I said be motivated, but actually, you want to have willpower. Keep motivating yourself if that helps you, but focus on willpower as well, the difference is motivation can fluctuate even when you don't want it to, you can always lose interest, or have days where you don't really feel like it. It's nice to build up motivation but you can't always depend on it to do everything for you.

Instead you want willpower. That is the belief that you can get a task done, and have the capability to get the task done, and follow through on that belief. You teach yourself to do a task because it needs doing and you intend to do it and you know you have the capacity to do it.

I hope this helps you on your journey.

Take care.

Good luck.

I have two pairs of their insulated overalls and really like them but would like something even warmer.

This sucks but tbf I'm proud of how well I can hold my liquor cos last time I went to jail a woman came in with 0.29 and they took her to the hospital and had an all-hands-on-deck situation with the medical staff. Apparently that's what mine was too and I was chilling.

Edit: adding a meme pic for the haters in the comments

He's in his late 70s and keeps saying calls are enough but he has worked as a doctor for 40 years in ER. Normally I'd just gift strawberries. But it's a parent so maybe a 25k gift or a gift to his clinic? We talk every other day. Don't give me a gift request that simple given 50 years of life. Give me something to work off of

I would but I'm afraid this would happen when I meet her

Would you guys?

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My dad brought something home and he's really sick and now I'm sick too and I want to sleep but my fricking joints keep hurting and my blood pressure is through the room and I feel like shit thank you.

The monetary system on this site is broken and fiscally irresponsible!

Edit: Okay, now I'm up to -150. I think I might be tangentially close to the truth

If you don't believe global warming is real, please come live in Oregon from the 1990s until now. I went to get the mail today a couple of hours ago and now a 1st degree sunburn is developing. It's technically "autumn" in exactly one week. Do why are we still having summer temperatures? I would say that this is unprecedented but I've been seeing this trend slowly build for the past decade or so.

I want to make this an open discussion. How have you been affected by global warming?

They fixed my bones up just fine (or so they say). Got bone from dead people and synthetic material injected in to the gap that my bone needs to grow back into.

Only problem was there was so much swelling they had to leave the wound open and just jam a big sponge in there. Then they've got a pump draining the disgusting fluid out, as seen in the image. The little brown spot in there is apparently blood or something. One of those floats along about every 5 seconds.

The pump itself sounds and vibrates a little like a snoring dog so it's kind of comfy. In a few more days they should be able to close it up. Until then my job is just to sit here with more hoses plugged into me than a borg and watch awful TV. Hopefully I can find a show that's as good to watch on oxys as Cleopatra 2525 was.

Bonus image: In here they even cut up your tendies for you! Mom never did that!

I got over my dependency on social media altogether. Even rdrama I only need to go through once a day now.

I have further decreased my dependency on junk food.

I improved communication skills.

I have further improved my sleep schedule to early morning.

I have begun to study how charisma works.

I also am trying out binaural beats right now to further relax while going to sleep.